the reward.

31 days.  i did it :)

honestly, it wasn't too difficult.  i recognize now that i definitely self medicate with sugar.  we all knew that but i didn't know to what extent!  with sugar not as an option, i either recognized the craving and had something a little healthier - fruit, sugar free pudding cup or just drank some water and a mental pat on the back.

so.  what now?!

well danya had the awesome idea to stay sugar free except for holidays.  loved it.  nycole said she'd find new friends :)  now i'm thinking no sugar save saturdays/holidays?

right now i'm just going to see how everything goes.  maybe i have this whole gorging, reward, craving thing under control...but seriously, who are we kidding.  i'm the sugar empress.

anyway.  i'll keep you posted.


oh!  my reward :)